Shiny Things...Strawberry Limades and Smiles

I love my Wednesday night dates with Kyle. There is one crazy upside to our meeting part way on Wednesdays we get to spend a lot of time talking on those days. Yea we go to dinner and do something fun but also spend a lot of time in his car talking.

This Wednesday was kind of fun. We went to dinner at Chilies (I love 2 for $20 deals) after dinner we went and looked at some sparkly shinny items. Yes more to come in time I promise. Ill tell all I promise.

After our adventure we went to Fashion Place to burn some time and walk around. He had fun watching me try on and look at shiny fun pretty items. Well can I say he was just as giddy and excited when he tried on Oakley’s (I know spelling). I get why guys get excited and happy watching us try on pretty items…it was so fun watching him get excited over sunglasses he really wants.

After playing in the mall we decided to head to sonic (yes people Strawberry and Cherry Limeades are oh so good!) They will help me wean my self off of Limerickys.

Last night though Kyle and I had a really really good talk one I don’t want to forget. My heart soul knows future with Kyle is the right thing and so amazing and good. I melt inside every time I think about him and every time I pray for conformation I get gitty butterflies and excitement in my tummy and now how right it is. When I see him and pray about him my heart melts. But man Ill admit I get scared…my mind has way of trying to scare me out of good things. It does it a lot…dang self.

The point is we started by talking about this. I realized something last night God speaks to out heart and our soul….if our gut says its good and we have a burning feeling of peace we know its right. Satan is the one who messes with our heads. He does not want us to start a strong and good family.

But we got talking about us and our relationship and how we feel. What I want to remember is this:

When ever I am with Kyle I get so smiley, gitty excited and happy. He can always make me laugh and smile. When ever I know its about time for him to get to my place or I am driving to meet him I get butterflies of excitement in my tummy. Every time he calls at night I want to just start laughing and smiling. When I am at home waiting for his call and not texting him so he can study I get bored and ancy just wanting him there and to be talking to him. Kyle makes me just so happy, glowing and at peace. Being with him makes me so so excited for our future. When we get together things are so easy and natural….we have morphed into a boring married couple and love it! Its fun just being with him and I don’t ever grow bored. We can talk for hours and just have fun. We have so much in common that its easy to find things to do (just not money to do it all).

Kyle is also an amazing priesthood holder who has made the hard choices to put his commitment to God and Family first even when the decision tore him to pieces. Kyle talks about his dreams and desires of how he wants to lead out his family in a close relationship with the Lord. He wants to be sealed for all eternity. When he plays with Dax he tells me how excited he is to have his own kids. In Kyle I see a loving father, husband and priesthood leader.

In Kyle I have gotten what I have always wanted and imagined. He treats me right, he loves me, he cares for me. We can communicate and be comfortable together. He makes laugh and smile and gets me excited to see him. In Kyle I want to put him and our relationship first. In Kyle I see a strong priesthood holder and amazing father.

I have fallen in love with his silly quireky things. Some being: he loves reeses puffs, Lion King, Mini Golf, Fall, Funfettie cake, is way into traditions, loves yummy drinks, loves lunchables, etc. They are all little quirks I have that drive my mom crazy and he has them too. He is also a little kid at heart just like me and I love it!!!

But what makes Kyle stand about above and beyond any guy I have ever dated. Why I choose Kyle and want him to be in my life forever and ever is…….

Before meeting Kyle my life was in a hard messed up place. I couldn’t always make sense of it. I felt hurt and lost. But when Kyle walked into my life I went home and cried to Heavenly Father that everything feels so right again. Peace and love came flying back into my life. Light came back. Every time he walks into a room I light up inside. He makes me whole and complete. I can talk to him about the hard stuff with out ending up in a hard place. When I talk to him it all is right and good again. I feel the strength and support of his love and light. Kyle brings into my life what no one has ever done before. I love him and am for ever greatful he is in my life.




(So side not to blogging…I know that some people feel that blogs are public so we shouldn’t talk about or emotions or personal feelings. I have chosen to blog for two reasons. I am better at it then journaling and it helps me only focus on the good, when I journal I often vent. But the biggest being is yes it gives me a chance to talk about the personal. I have lots of friends and family who live far away and I want them to know these personal feelings cause I cant always talk about it with them.)