Chronic Pitty Party or Maybe Bad Mood- I Need Advice!!!

If you haven not noticed my happy day goal did not
make it to far and came to a halting
screech of an end.

Why?

I have not clue.
Im starting to think that I am in a chronic pitty party
or
maybe bad mood the last little while.

Why?

Again I dont know.

Ill admit the the last 28 months
have been the most challenging of my life.

Ill admit that sense April I feel like
my life is full of dead ends and being passed over once again.

I honestly do not know how I got in this attitude place.

Whats funny is I can be super optimistic about
almost everything but the really
personal hard challenges in my life.


I know that the bad days will come to an and.

I know that my Heavenly Father loves me.

But honestly right now I feel discouraged
and in a chronically bad mood/pitty party.

So what now?

I have no clue.

I know there are things beyond my control
and
then things I can do something about.

I am going to take the advice
I heard last weekend about setting goals
and
making a list of what you can change
and
work towards and just let the other stuff go.

I am going to this and set at doing it.

But I need help and advice
on how to get out of this
Chronic Pitty Party or Maybe Bad Mood.

I am honestly so sick of how I feel
that I will trust any input and try anything at this point!!

I need help and feed back!!!

Happy Day 27...My Body Breaking

Ok it doesn't really make me happy but at least my body knows that I will always push through pain and push my body. I started having tendinitis in my groin this spring. I got a cortisone shot and have been doing physical therapy. But I have kept running, biking, training, etc. Well the last couple of weeks my shine has been acting up and killing. I thought it was shin splints. But this week i did something unheard of for me...I went to the dr for the pain (without it being around for months to years) and the official ruling was a stress fracture!! So no running for at least a month and coming back slowly and smartly when I start running again. I think this was my body's way of saying give me a brake!!