Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Happy Day 26.....Sunshine and Summertime

Each day I sit at work and stare blissfully out at the summer days and wish I was not at work. But fear not I ate my lunch on the picnic tables. Friday will be a cherry hill day. Monday the 4th. Next week less crazy so I can lay out or visit cherry hill after work. If I lived by a beach I would be going every day. ;)



On Being An Adult

I love being an adult. I love the freedom. I love the confidence of knowing I am providing for my self and making my own life. But....

Sometimes I don't like being am adult. It can be hard and draining .

I dont like the unknown. I don't like being in the spot I am in. I don't like that I don't know if and when I will get married. What a said marriage will bring.

I dont like that the current reality and situation is such that I am approaching and still single. I want to move out. I dont have the income to support my self fully. Two years ago it wasn't an issue I was dating and had been in two relationships where I thought there was a future so I wasn't to worried about it. But now I am.

Trying to find a higher paying job and a good career path is hard and wearing on the soul. Not knowing the next steps to take is hard. Do I go back to school? Do I get licensed? Do I just don't care and stay? Do I move with in the state employment? Do I move to a new state?

It's just so overwhelming and hard when you don't have a hint at what the future will bring and when.





Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Happy Day 25....Little Simple Things

For day 25 as a celebration for getting this far and being fairly consistent I want to celebrate little things that make me happy.
- my guitar and the piano
- sunny days
- music
- competition
- reading
- the scriptures
- going public with goals
- orange leaf frozen yogurt

And so much more but it is now bed time.


Monday, June 27, 2011

Happy Day 24...Friends

Yes Ill admit it Im addicted to the movie Friends!!! All my siblings are and the best part is we break out and start quoting the show!!!

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Introducing the 30 Day Challenge!!!

My friend introduced me to the coolest challenge ever...the 30 day challenge. How it works is choose something once a week you want to add to your life or change in life and then stick to it daily for 30 days. Then introduced a new challenge every 30 days.

Challenge número UNO:
Five step healthy diet:
1) No daily treats during work!!
2) No cheating with Weight Watchers
3) No dairy
4) Fruits/veggies with every meal!!
5) No fried foods



Happy Day 23....Daxton

Yes I love this cute little boy!! He melts my heart and makes my day every time I see him. Not only do I love spending time with my sister but I love taking extra time out of my life to be with Daxton. On Friday we went to Cherry Hill and then I got to tend for the afternoon.

Love him!!!










Thursday, June 23, 2011

Happy Day 22....Ward Activities

Tonight was my first activity with the new ward. I haven't been in a new ward for 6 years so it's an adjustment. But it was fun getting to meet new people tonight.



Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Happy Day 21....Office Retreats

Two hours of lounging in the sun, icecream sundays, ultimate fresbie all instead of work makes me one happy Kendra



Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Happy Day 20....Bobby Pins

I almost forgot my happy for the day (see why I need routines)

Bobby Pins make me happy. And so does the fact that I sware they reproduce like bunnies in my house. They are used Alot for my bangs when i pull them back but it makes me laugh how often the fall out and get found all over the place. When ever I wash my bedding I easily find a couple. (my hair is so smooth and fine they fall out easy in my sleep)



Monday, June 20, 2011

The Confessions of an Everything Aholic

THE CONFESSIONS OF AN EVERYTHING AHOLIC

I thought of starting a new blog for this new blogging addition, but as I set out to start it I couldnt get over how cute my current blog is and how much I love it how no other blog would stack up. (You know unless I fulfilled my goal to learn HTML coding) So I will just make posts on this blog.

The new addition is..."The Confessions of and Everything Aholic"

The name comes from on of my favorite book series....Confessions of a Shopholic.

I woke up in the mist of my really hard week and relized I had developed so many bad habbits, lost so many good habbits, become addicting to so many things, etc. This adventure is all about overcoming these and gaining new habbits.

I should start small...but why would I do that....

Addiction overall ONE:
Horribly horrible bad habbits

The how:
*Wake up every morning (when the alarm goes off...that would be 4:30 on weekdays, 5:30/6 on weekends...and maybe an alarm on Sundays) and go for a work out (no not on Sundays, though a morning walk would be nice)
*No Soda, No Sugar (minus one...on occasion like amazing sundays desserts that I love, treats a week)
*No mindless/emotional eating
*No Fried food

How will it go....well stay tuned and we will all learn together

PS...I may need tips to overcome emotional eating.

Happy Day 19...Dreaming


DREAMING

My happy day for the day...Dreaming
....Of an exotic cruise!!!

Now question...does it count as dreaming if you are really planning on going on the cruise!! Thats right Brittney and I are planning on going on a cruise next spring...either April or May. Right now deciding...next step booking it....the only thing that will stop it from happening is marriage (and heck why should that stop me)

PS. guess what tomorrow is the Voice!!!

A Return To Blogging

This is probably horrible to mention and say but last week kind of pushed me over the edge of my sanity. The whole long story of it all doesnt matter. Simple summary some people just dont understand what go away means. And even though I was not responding to texts and calls having them show up on my phone still hurt and made things hard. So I decided it was time to once again add parantel controls on my phone to block those unwelcome contacts.

Like I said I was pushed over the edge of my sanity compasity for the week. So I took a break from blogging I wasnt happy and didnt feel happy and I didnt feel like pretending to be happy. So I took time off my happy day posts...but I am back!! I also decided that I really didnt want to pretend I liked people (as I kind of didnt this weekend) so I allowed my self to engage in social isolation and it was glorious. I didnt even spend much time with family and I live with them. Come Saturday I was feeling ready to face life again and was upward and onward.

I will post my happy day for the day latter today.

Loves, K

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Happy Day 18....Being Happy

(Yes I know blogging post over load today...but really you just get to listen to songs and not read, so it doesnt count)

So today was just not a good day and to be honest right now I'm feelings lots of feelings just not happy.

Im feeling:
*Mad
*Misunderstood
*Vengeful (Trust me if vandalizing someones property was not illegal I would be doing)
*Sad
*Broken hearted
*Frustrated
*Confused
*On and on and on

What helped me through the day:
*Sending Jared a text in response to his obviously not being able to stay away after our last conversation so he has to text me today text telling him to drop dead and never talk to me again
*Adding parental controls to my phone again so I can block Jared from texting/calling me...he obviously does not get it
*Dr Pepper
*A Frosty
*A run
*The Voice
*Very Cool coworkers
*Chocolate Chips
*And now going to bed!!

The Voice...Who I Would Choose for the Final Two

Yep I am way addicted to the Voice (I have no clue where the addiction came from)

I have made my choice for I want to be team adam and team cee loo's final two (yep the videos I posted)

Ok I know I choose three for team adam. To be honest I couldnt choice between Devon and Javier. But I also loved Casey Weston....if I had to choose she would be the one to go. I guess its easy to say that Ill be happy with the end results for team Adam.

I was a little surprised with Blake's choice to keep Zenia. But it honestly made sense. I think he has real hopes and a place for Dia Frampton so he made to best choice to give her the best shot. Sorry Zenia but I dont think you have much of a chance.

Devon Barley - Stop and Stare The Voice

The Voice - Javier Colon - Angel

The Voice - Team Adam Levine - With a Little Help from My Friends

The Voice - Nakia "Sex On Fire"



I dont really like this song however, I really do love his voice and hope he makes it as one of team Cee Loo's final two!!

The Voice - Vicci Martinez - Jolene

Casey Weston Black Horse and the Cherry Tree The Voice

The Voice - Team Cee Lo Green - Everyday People

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Happy Day 17...Quotes and Sayings

As much as I love good songs I love quotes and thoughts. They can make you think, lift you up or make you smile...and so much more. Todays quote of the day "if we all think alike then no one is thinking"- Ce Loo from the Voice



Monday, June 13, 2011

Happy Day 16....Songs

I love when songs play when your iPod is on shuffle that really express how you are feeling that day, at the moment. For me they always help connect to feelings I can't always put words to.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Happy Day 15....Eggs

Ok there is a theme going on here with loving bad for you food (hence the need to lose weight)

Any how I love eggs, or more what they create.

I love eating:
- muffin batter
- brownie batter
- cake batter
- cookie dough
- etc

And here is the killer for those of you who won't eat any of the above because of raw eggs...well...guess what friends homemade ice cream (and I'm guessing all icecream) has a key ingredient.... That's right eggs raw raw eggs.

Seeing as I have eaten the yummy uncooked baked goods and have lived and loved homemade icecream and have yet to get sick raw eggs are perfectly safe.

Side note oreo mixed with nutter butters is oh so yummy in ice-cream

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Happy Day 14....Nutter Butters

That's right I love Nutter Butters. But after eating way to many of them tonight and getting a tummy ache, I'm not so sure how I feel about them.

Friday, June 10, 2011

Happy Day 13....Date Night with Daxton


Yep that's right this handsome devil was my date tonight (so his parents could go on a date.)

For our date Daxton and I:
- Went on a very long walk with Bono (and held his own sippy cup to drink a whole serving of juice)
- Had bath time
- Army crawled at my amusement to pet Bono, read books, play with everything
- Read fun books
- Cuddled while he ate a wooping 7oz bottle

I'm telling you best date night ever plus these ones can only end good (more dates and no broken hearts)

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Happy Day 12....Routines

I just realized I forgot to post yesterday!!!

What makes me happy more then anything is routine.

I love routine with:
- my daily diet
- morning, shower, hair, bed time etc
- Going to bed and waking up the same time every day
- reading before bed
- how i do dishes, clean, laundry, etc
- pretty much anything

As much as I need routines I'll admit I am easy going and could go with the flow but like to do with in a routine as much as possible.

I like routines because I can function on auto pilot and don't have to think or plan what steps next. Granted routine leads to be unobservant (hence walking into a wall) but allows me to be laid back and not care. Cause I have structure with in the day. Weird I know.

But the last 18 months and especially this year my routine has gone way way down hill. And it's driving me crazy. I don't have my security and it's all going down hill. I need my routine back.

(ps my lack of routine lead to forgetting to post :( )

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Happy Day 11...The Voice

THE VOICE
(I did want to say what makes me happy today is that I have now gone over 10 days straight. But thought that would be an easy way out)

I am not really that big of a fan of all this competition shows on tv such as Biggest Loser, American Idol, Dancing with the Stars, etc. However, I love the voice!!!

Im not sure if its the fact that the coaches are successful singers them selves, that Blake Shelton is a coach, that the singers actually are talented, etc but I love it.

Tonight's show was amazing!! I loved Dia Frampton's performance. Though I think my favorite moment was Team Blake's performance...hello amazing. They took Maroon Fives amazing song (I love the group and song) and then had it blown away by my all time favorite singer Blake Shelton and threw in the country feel!! It was like combining my favorite of both worlds!!

Monday, June 6, 2011

Happy Day 10....Allergy Drugs

Todays happy was easy one. I have sneezed and sneezed all day. But because of my almost 2 years of allergy shots I can breath and function. I little allergy pill on bad days like today aint to shabby. I used to have to take three drugs and barely function, one pill here and there makes me very happy.

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Happy Day 9...My Heritage

MY HERITAGE

On Friday night Brittney and I went and saw “17 Miracles”. Watching the challenged and miracles of the Martin Willie Handcart company and thinking upon my experiences I had while in Martins Cove last year I have left me in awe. This individuals gave everything for what they believed in, when times got tuff they stuck by on another and kept believing in better days, they never gave up. When it was most needed rescue came to them. There was a place in the film where the main character talked about turning back at times when he felt someone was helping pushing his cart and turned to see know one, he know it was miracles. During this part of the film TC Christensen showed the angels that where helping to push the cart where those of the company who had passed on by that point and those from his own life who had passed away prior to the trek.

This scene and my family discussion at my Grandpa’s grave this past weekend. We got talking about our Grandpa and memories we have of him. I remembered so strongly that day when I got baptized and felt my grandpa in the circle when they were confirming me a member. Why so significant. My baptism and 8th birthday were only weeks after my Grandpa losing his battle with cancer. It was a raw and touching moment for my family. I know I will always be aware of thin the veil is because of this moment and I can guarantee my whole family who is old enough to remember that day will have that testimony to. After I shared this moment my Dad mentioned that this experience plus many others have helped him to know that our family and loved ones who have passed on are the angels buoying us up in life. God allows for them to be there for us, especially when we most need them.

After the movie another thought went through my mind. A line from my patriarticle blessing. The sentence is along the lines of I have been born in to a strong heritage not only of my earthly parents but of ancestors who have gone before. My Grandpa’s memory and lessons I have learned of him give me strength and I am happy and blessed to be of his blood. But I have also been born into strong pioneer heritage. When ever I think and remember that I am a member of the Woodruff family (and that my Great Great Grandpa is Wilford Woodruff) I am given so much strength and courage to continue. As the movie depicted these pioneers gave their all and even their lives to build a safe place for us to worship. They gave everything to build up this church and left for me and you. Being a member of the Woodruff family gives me pride but also leaves in me a sense of responsibility. Wilford Woodruff sacrificed for his future family and children (me) and its up to me to continue to live up the legacy. This gives me strength and makes me so happy.

My family that gave their all for me and have now passed on and are always going to be there for me makes me happy. My Grandpa, Wilford Woodruff, and other family members are going to be my personal guardian angels as I am their family and this makes me happy…but it also leaves in my a sense of responsibility and fortitude to continue to build on their legacy.

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Happy Day 8....Clothes!!!

CLOTHES!!!

Please do not tell me that this comes as a surprise to any of you but I love clothes (honestly just shopping) but especially clothes!!!


This happy leads to a fun new challenge that Brittney and I created tonight:

To see how long we can go with out doing laundry.

The Down low:
  • I cannot wear the same outfit twice tell I wear everything once.
  • Wearing multiple outfits during a day does not count. (So say you wear casual clothes during the day you cant change for a date and count it as two outfits being worn. I say only two outfits can be worn if you are going to a wedding, baptism, fancy date etc that require special dress for only a few hours not a whole day)
Exceptions:
  • Bottoms can be worn and washed until making it through all possible outfits.
  • Work out clothes, socks, etc dont count as outfits
  • Dresses or outfits worn to church dont count cause they are worn for only a few hours
This is sure going to be fun. If my tentative count is accurate I could be allowed to buy new clothes prior to making it through all I do have. And my friends no judging please as the final count of how long I can go with out doing laundry can go. Remember there is a reason I am not allowed to buy new clothes. (Do remember gifts are allowed)

Stay tuned as I post on this fun adventure.


Friday, June 3, 2011

Happy Day 7....Random Little Things

RANDOM LITTLE THINGS:


  • Getting my hair cut

  • Eyebrow waxes

  • A clean room and bathroom

  • Only one load of laundry this weekend

  • A day with no rain

  • Friends

  • and so much more

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Happy Day 6....the snooze button

Oh how I love you dear snooze button!!!

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Happy Day 5.....Goals

GOALS!!!
Today's Happy is Goals!!

I have put in a lot of thought into what makes me happy today. Not that I didnt have a happy day, cause I did. But more because I love how this challenge of 100 days of happy has caused me to really think each day about what it is that makes me happy. What causes a happy life. I have decided over the first 5 consecutive days of this goal (may I say I seem to get more out of this with actually posting daily, funny hugh) that what makes me happy in life are:

1) The little things (sunshine, my nephew coming to say hi at work, etc)
2) Blessings in life when most needed whether you were praying for them or because God had his hand out to bless and keep you from danger, knowing you needed a lift, etc
3) Discovering who you are
4) Sharing happiness with others
5) And on and on and on

I have started to see that happiness comes from inside not outside. Happiness comes from seeing Gods hand in your life. Happiness is something that is all around, we just have to learn to see and embrace it!!

So today's happiness is goals....why? Thats simple setting goals helps me keep perspective. Goals help me have a framework to make decisions. Goals set direction. Goals help you become and attract something more. Goals give you confidence. Pursuing and achieving goals helps my happiness grow!!

I have been working hard to start formulating goals to help me gain direction and learn what I am aiming and working for. What I am trying to become and achieve. Give me a frame work so I am always moving forward. I am slowly trying to set goals in many facets of my life.

Enjoy my current goal project. (Yea I am a geek and I get that, I printed off a copy of my goal and laminated it. My laminater is the greatest geeky purchase ever)



I was reading my friends blog today and it was about achieving his goals. I love what he wrote and choose to still his blog post.

John M. Huntsman Jr. spoke at my commencement. He gave 4 points that I recall and would like to share:


5 F's You'll Need In Life:
1. Find Yourself
2. Find A Cause
3. Face Failure
4. Find Someone To Love
5. Find Meaning

Love can transend race, religion, geography and class. ~ Incubus (Dig)

Have goals - Create an intellectual framework. Experience is the most valuable training ground.

The most valuable of all talents is if you can use one word instead of two. ~ Thomas Jefferson


All of these points, I thought, were very important to me as I went forward and pursued my career. In particular was the one about having goals. I have always been a goal oriented person. There is a quote that I found a while back which talks about goals:


"The most important thing about having goals is having one." ~ Geoffrey F. Abert

New Years Resolutions Check In!!!


So I know we are only 5 months into the year but its time to check in on my goals. Mostly cause I want December 1st to dawn with everything inline to have my goals be accomplished with out pushing hard that month. I would love to enjoy Christmas time :)

So where do I stand?

1) Be more organized and tidy...well Im working on it. I have gotten toys to help me get and stay organized...well if a laminater and binder count??

2) Read the entire standard works? Well I have become so bored with the Old Testament so I have started listening to it. The other books...maybe I should start being better about daily scripture study, I have plenty of time to get it done.

3) Get out of debt....well I am right on track!!!

4) Regular temple attendance....haha woops...its so hard with work, but thats just an excuse nothing more...for June I will go twice!!!

5) Eat and IBS safe diet...I am working on it...I am eating better just not there yet.

6) Improved fitness level...thats complicated if you ask me. I have started physical therapy to help me heal. My goal for june 5 days of working out minimum.

Im going to do it this year no matter what!!!