What Have I Done for All of April and Part of May

Yep! I know I have been MIA the last little while. WHY? Simple....his name would be Jared. Opps my bad, even when dating I should blog. Silly me.

To say the least I decided to give the dating and love thing another try.

I meet Jared in my singles ward back in October. For awhile we just talked at ward activities. Then at one infamous ward activity at the Grizzlies hockey game we started truly flirting. I lost the bet of who would win the game and owed him 10 dates (might I add I only paid up 2 of them, his loss there.) From that Friday night one we spent a lot, almost every night together and hanging out. When we were not together we texted all day long. Good thing I have unlimited texts.

While we dated I had fun experiencing total not Kendra events:

-Like a triple date with a bunch of law students. Me being the only one who has a lot of idealistic views on society

- I learned how to shot a handgun

- I learned a lot about the not so fun world of MMA, still dont get why guys like

- Learned a lot about fashion. Not my thing to be way all into designer labels

- Starting watching reality TV, again not my thing

- Went out to eat at several fun resturants.

- Best lesson, I realized that to date we have to flirt. Go figure. I forgot that one over the past couple of years.

But alas the two of us just didnt click enough to make a serious relationship. Well sort of true. We both were on the same page of exclusive dating and wanting to see where things would go. As he put it he could see us getting serious. But we both realized we would have to change to much about our selves to be together.

So once again Im single! But not bitter this time through. Im ready for more from the dating world. Im not as afraid as I was. Thanks for helping me out there Jared.

PS. I debated posting much about our relationship sense it did not last. I didnt want grief about why it didnt work out, or if we could worked things out. But I decided I would rather risk that grief then have the grief being asked why I am not dating.

The funniest thing about everything is I told my self that my next relationship, after dating Jonny, would be the one to stick. I had a funny idea in my head that I could hold out and the next guy I kissed would be the one I married. What was I thinking there. So to say the least maybe that will be true the next time through. Or maybe I can get a large number before I get married. Not sure I would like that.

Final leason learned...no more J names. Jason, Jonny, Jared. It gets a little confusing.