If you haven not noticed my happy day goal did not
make it to far and came to a halting
screech of an end.
Why?
I have not clue.
Im starting to think that I am in a chronic pitty party
or
maybe bad mood the last little while.
Why?
Again I dont know.
Ill admit the the last 28 months
have been the most challenging of my life.
Ill admit that sense April I feel like
my life is full of dead ends and being passed over once again.
I honestly do not know how I got in this attitude place.
Whats funny is I can be super optimistic about
almost everything but the really
personal hard challenges in my life.
I know that the bad days will come to an and.
I know that my Heavenly Father loves me.
But honestly right now I feel discouraged
and in a chronically bad mood/pitty party.
So what now?
I have no clue.
I know there are things beyond my control
and
then things I can do something about.
I am going to take the advice
I heard last weekend about setting goals
and
making a list of what you can change
and
work towards and just let the other stuff go.
I am going to this and set at doing it.
But I need help and advice
on how to get out of this
Chronic Pitty Party or Maybe Bad Mood.
I am honestly so sick of how I feel
that I will trust any input and try anything at this point!!
I need help and feed back!!!
make it to far and came to a halting
screech of an end.
Why?
I have not clue.
Im starting to think that I am in a chronic pitty party
or
maybe bad mood the last little while.
Why?
Again I dont know.
Ill admit the the last 28 months
have been the most challenging of my life.
Ill admit that sense April I feel like
my life is full of dead ends and being passed over once again.
I honestly do not know how I got in this attitude place.
Whats funny is I can be super optimistic about
almost everything but the really
personal hard challenges in my life.
I know that the bad days will come to an and.
I know that my Heavenly Father loves me.
But honestly right now I feel discouraged
and in a chronically bad mood/pitty party.
So what now?
I have no clue.
I know there are things beyond my control
and
then things I can do something about.
I am going to take the advice
I heard last weekend about setting goals
and
making a list of what you can change
and
work towards and just let the other stuff go.
I am going to this and set at doing it.
But I need help and advice
on how to get out of this
Chronic Pitty Party or Maybe Bad Mood.
I am honestly so sick of how I feel
that I will trust any input and try anything at this point!!
I need help and feed back!!!
2 comments:
I'm not sure what to tell ya babe. I think I am in the same bad mood. all I can say is remember that you are loved and keep trying to find the good in the world. And try not to be alone to much. For when alone one tends to over think things way to much. Good Luck!
I hate times like those. It's even worse when you're a mom and a wife because your family walks around asking, "What's wrong?" And there's no real answer you can give them, because you don't know. I spend a lot of time alone when I'm incredibly lost. I read a lot. I like to go on long bike rides, or short walks. I like to drive somewhere, typically a Jamba Juice or yogurt place and wallow in self pitty as I enjoy a treat. I re-read my blog for encouragement and think, "Hey, I'm really not that bad of person after all. I have talents. I'm pretty cool." And I often call an old friend and get them to talk to me until I feel better. I hope some of those help, because I know exactly how crummy it is to feel that way.
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