Last night my favorite song came onto the radio and it made me think of you and want to take a minute to thank you for what you have done for me in my life.
As you know babe the last two and half years of my life were the hardest of my life. I went through life trials in that time I never imagined going through. I spent a long time in a relationship that tried and tested me to levels I could not have imagined. When I was brave enough and strong enough to put it all behind me I found my self in a hard sometimes honestly dark spot.
This summer I found my self in a place I never imagined I could find my self. I was lost, confused and honestly at times with out hope. I did not know how to put things behind me and how to move forward. But I trusted our Heavenly Father and turned to him for guidance. He started healing the hurt and helped me move forward and made me strong enough to face the future. But Ill admit the pain and hurt was still there. The feeling like hope something fading and hard to grasp was there.
Then you came into my life. The night you took me to Scoopology (ps hint hint Im taking you there this weekend...seems only fitting right now) and for the best night of conversation in my life. You put your self out there and risked getting hurt. I put my self out there too. We both meet each other with trust being something that would be hard to earn. But you broke through those walls...quickly. I dont think I had much of a chance after that night. I knew I was going to be falling in love with you! I knew things were going to be differnt, deeper and stronger with you! You were all ready better then I could imagine and I knew it could only be more amazing then anything I could have imagined in my life.
When I went home that night I knelt down in prayer with a tear filled peaceful feeling in my heart! I thanked God he gave me you!
Kyle meeting you and being with you everything became right again. The hurt of the past. The pain caused by others. The testing of my soul. And the hope that all but fleeted away came rushing back at me. Everything was right again and everything bad seemed as it never happened. You have made me a stronger person. You have helped me find the person I was before all the hurt and trials. However, you have found a stronger version then I was before.
You make me happy. You make me feel loved and cheerished. You make me feel attractive again. You make me want to be a better person. You make me excited about my future. You are my light and I love you!!
Thank you for these beautiful flowers babe. They sit on my dresser and I love waking up and falling asleep to them every day. I love seeing and smelling them in my room. They make feel filled with my love for you. Thank you babe!!
Now to the lyrics of my favorite song. The lyrics are so fitting to how I feel...and better yet they are by my favorite artist..Blake Shelton.
"God Gave Me You"
I’ve been a walking heartache.
I’ve made a mess of me.
The person that I’ve been lately Ain’t who I wanna be.
But you stay here right beside me.
And watch as the storm blows through.
And I need you.
Cause God gave me you for the ups and downs.
God gave me you for the days of doubt
And for when I think I lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you
Gave me you
There’s more here than what we’re seeing
A divine conspiracy
That you, an angel lovely
Could somehow fall for me
You’ll always be love’s great martyr
And I’ll be the flattered fool
And I need you
God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
And for when I think I lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you
On my own I’m only
Half of what I could be
I can’t do without you
We are stitched together
And what love has tethered
I pray we never undo
Cause God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
And for when I think I lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you, gave me you.
He gave me you.
I love you Kyle!
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