Wonferful Wednresday

My Wonderful Wednesday post this week takes more writing and explanation then a simple post.

So the last couple of weeks have been kind of hard. As to why any time my ex-boyfriend Jonny contacts me things get kind of hard. I get a little heart broken again and wish that things could have just worked out differently. But Heavenly knows best and let me know there is something better. Well anyhow a few weeks ago he emailed me again. So once again I was feeling a little vulnerable then I found about a few girls in my home ward are getting married, younger then me.

After this I was talking to friends and looking at things going on in life. Well to say the least I just started feeling down and frustrated. I needed someone to talk to that I could be honest with and could understand. But for what ever reason I felt like this support was just non-existent I felt alone. I didnt feel comfortable talking to my girl friends, for what ever reason I didnt quite feel they would get it. (Funny cause as I write this I am thinking of all my wonderful USU roomies that would totally get what I am feeling, they have been there.)

Well yesterday morning I was feeling a little lost and alone. When out of the blue a good guy friend of mine emailed me. And come to find out he was going through the same things and feeling the same way. We emailed back and forth for a few hours.

On my way home from work I decided to walk to the train so I could think. I realizes Roger's email was an answer to my prayers. I realized I am not alone and that God has a plan and design for each of us. Yes some of us wait longer for prayers to be answered and to get married but this is because there are things he wants us to accomplish during this time. He is making something Divine and grand out of each of us and that requires unique timing.

So my Wonderful Wednesday is all about friends who unknowingly answer prayers and Gods love for sending these angels.